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I'm beginning to think that I seriously need to get myself some help. I've always had a very acute imagination, but it's never taken me to the point that I was horrifically depressed about killing one of MY OWN CHARACTERS.
Okay, the story is this:
I was working dilligently on my story, Shinra SOLDIER ( www.fanfiction.net/~highpriestessmegami ) when I realized that Korokou wasn't a character in the game, and thus couldn't survive into the beginning of the game (where the story will ultimately leave off). So, he had to die.
Who better to kill him then Hojo?
So I wrote the chapter during which Hojo shoots Korokou...killing him.
Now I'm depressed. I feel like I've lost a physical friend! I probably sound positively insane. I know I sound insane, because I feel insane just typing this!
But seriously, I've been crying my eyes out for two days...and I'm getting sick of feeling so utterly heartbroken.
This is rediculous.
I think I'll go OD on painkillers and go to bed...
Okay, the story is this:
I was working dilligently on my story, Shinra SOLDIER ( www.fanfiction.net/~highpriestessmegami ) when I realized that Korokou wasn't a character in the game, and thus couldn't survive into the beginning of the game (where the story will ultimately leave off). So, he had to die.
Who better to kill him then Hojo?
So I wrote the chapter during which Hojo shoots Korokou...killing him.
Now I'm depressed. I feel like I've lost a physical friend! I probably sound positively insane. I know I sound insane, because I feel insane just typing this!
But seriously, I've been crying my eyes out for two days...and I'm getting sick of feeling so utterly heartbroken.
This is rediculous.
I think I'll go OD on painkillers and go to bed...
Busy, As Always. But, In a Great Way.
So, once more I somewhat dropped the ball, stopped posting here, and had too much going on in my real life to worry about this site. I'm making some time to stop by and write another journal entry, toss a photoshop up, and let all of you in on some great news I can finally share now that June is over.
First and foremost: I made the semi-finals for Big Brother 14 this past year. That was a huge accomplishment, as it was the very first time I applied. I'm sure of where I made my minor mistakes this year, will fix them next year, I hope to be on the show for Big Brother 15.
As always, I'm neck deep in work in the real world, but I've always be
A Random Word to the Wise
There are moments, in everyone's lives, that we learn very valuable lessons. Some lessons I feel we all have to learn, across the board. Others, are slightly more specific to that individual in their lifetime. Random lessons I have learned lately include:
1.) If you find yourself ensared in a conversation with an obsessive Twilight fangirl, create an emergency and run for it. Do not say, "I didn't hate Twilight, but I would have liked it more if the quote, unquote "Greatest Love Story Ever" had not been built on the sole foundation of, "You LITERALLY smell good enough to eat." The fangirl involved is likely to swing on you.
2.) Feed the cat
Well, As it Turns Out - I'm Alive
Greetings to the whole of DA.
I apologize sincerely for a tremendous amount of time away. Due to a combination of both a frequently-broken computer, and an absolute hatred of the internet, I haven't been around. I actually have been drawing and painting, but haven't been uploading anything. As to whether I'll continue to upload anything at all has yet to be determined, pending whether or not I still have friends here who haven't given up on me entirely.
I've spent the last years away focusing entirely on my careers, and have not paid the internet any attention at all. Here in 2012, I've decided to return with a terrible amount of trepidatio
Attempting To Get Organized (again).
1.) THOSE OF YOU WHO CAME OVER FROM ENCYCLOPEDIA DRAMATICA
In an effort to organize my life - including you irritants - I'm trying to field all of you over to where you belong on the various webpages I have. You are in the wrong place here. My deviantart page is, shockingly, for ART.
I've made it no secret - ED has advertised this themselves - that I have a journal where I have been discussing my beliefs from the beginning. The link (again) is http://www.blurty.com/users/sephirothslave . THIS JOURNAL IS WHERE YOUR COMMENTS BELONG.
Kindly do me a favor, and stop leaving comments about me or my beliefs on my deviantart page. My journal is (
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Maybe it's because you put a lot of thought and care into creating Korokou. Why don't you try writting a poem or a something short with Korokou in it alive and well? That might help. I know that when I'm fanasizing my story in my head and something bad is happening, that puts me in a bad or sad mood. So try imagining Korokou alright and happy and have something rediculous happen. I hope this helps Julia. Don't be sad, get Glad!
-Alex
-Alex